Its been 5 years and it hasn't gotten any better. I miss you like no other Gramps. Not a day goes by that I dont think of you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. It gives me comfort knowing that I always have you watching over me and my daughter. I wish you could have met her. I just want you to know that I love you more than anything on this earth. We will be together one day. I LOVE YOU GRAMPS!!