Vicki, You are so in my heart and prayers. Having been in your shoes I would like to share some words of comfort that helped me through my difficult time. In one sense there is no death, The life of a soul on earth last beyond his departure. You will always feel that life touching yours. That voice speaking to you, that spirit looking out of other eyes, talking to you in the familiar things he touched, worked with, loved as familiar friends. He lives on in your life and in the lives of all others that knew him. Believe in what is and move forward. Love, Rita