My sincere condolences to the family of Cameron. I hope you find him always there through the little things in life. I recently lost a best friend to heart attack at age 28. When I flew back home to the funeral I stayed @ my parents house. I found a piece of paper that was many years old that said "John's pager number" on it. A few weeks later, my sister found the pocket to one on his flannel shirts she ripped off about 11 years ago. You likely won't see him in big ways, but know he's there by paying attention to the little things. I know what it's like to lose a brother, but I don't know what it's like to lose a son. My heartfelt sympathies to you and your family Cameron. ~"When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."